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VABA ESTE

by Ava Swan

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1.
Boring! 03:35
In twenty years I probably won't even be American But it doesn't matter cuz I never have been baptized And often times I wonder if my mouth's a choking hazard Cuz everyone that kisses it just shrivels up and dies You're so boring, you're so very boring But I like the way you cuff your pants, my dear Let's make love but call it something different Then get on with it And truth is that I've always been the same Thick around the bottom and obsessed with fame and fortune And truth is that I've always been the same Filling in my eyebrows to eternal disproportion I'm so boring, I'm so very boring But I gained a dozen followers this year! I'll fake art but I won't study business Cuz I'm over it I would be so very nice to you if you would just see me So I don't have to prove that I am here Just like a militant drummer playing to the ether I want no guns and I want no fear And ain't that so boring in the eyes of the Northern Hemisphere? It's a rock and we're a piece of paper titled 'Frontier' I would be so very nice to you I would be so very nice to you
2.
Sonia 03:06
Baby, baby Wrapped in cotton and dried in the sun Glassy eyes and a ginger thumb How they love you Oh baby Without a scar on your body How does it feel to be new And not know? That's enough outta you, they'll say But don't ever stop chasing the boys away Call me second home Let me show you how I love my body Like I'm polishing stone Soap and coffee That's enough outta you, they'll say But don't ever stop chasing the boys away Only the priestess knows how to pray to God And not call him 'Father' You don't have to be a good girl If you have a better offer So baby I will keep writing 'til you learn to call And when you finally say 'Hello' You'll have said it all
3.
Pawn Shop 03:38
My brother lives out of a pawn shop Takes loans and does with it whatever he wants I do the same but not with money I buy and sell on other people's hearts We can't be bothered to do long-term My friends they all work at the thrift shop They smell like furniture and old antiques I smell like bay leaves and tobacco We're friends because we smell equally cheap We can't be bothered to be proper And it's a shame because we had so much potential But the century has little room for being sentimental It does not bother with its dollars My age is always at the coffee shop We like our brands and we like to be seen A generation made of icons The generation of our parents' dreams But we don't bother with our fathers And it's a shame because we had so much potential But the century has little room for being sentimental It does not bother with its daughters I'd rather die in pain than debt I'd rather kill the internet I feel so very lost Weighing the cost These days you won't find me in a shop Ran out of cash and I ran outta needs My friends and I just left the party Got tired of tripping over others' feet We can't even be bothered be bothered We can't be bothered at all Oh, we can't be bothered at all We can't be bothered at all Oh, we can't be bothered at all
4.
Magnolias 03:30
All the magnolias that ever have grown Have lived for 99 years I am told And if you are lucky you might get to see All the magnolias turn one century Here in America money is God Sabbath is over there's only days off And if you are lucky your dollar will stretch And cover your body when it's time to rest Saturday, sleeping for hours Let out your neurons Oh let 'em play Play like magnolia flowers in acid rain They say Montana's a land to behond Everyone's living on silver and gold And if you are lucky and wide as the sky You'll take the winters much better than I How can the shark know the water? How can a man know the air that he breathes? How can I tell you about the things you cannot see? Patch all the holes in your pockets Save all your pennies Be a good man Be like magnolia flowers if and when you can
5.
Abigail 03:59
Abigail, you cannot quit Abigail, it make me sick Can you hear me when you're washing off your back? Abigail, I'm living off your self-respect Abigail, you've lost your mind Abigail, I don't want to find you staring Do you know me like you say you do? Abigail, I doubt it, but I'd never doubt youi You can't be in the middle of every single thing Though you pretend it's true Your only daughter's there with you Abigail, I'm talking to you Abigail, find another virtue Your own body and your mind and heart are split Abigail, clear me a space to sit
6.
Bridge 04:44
Can you build a bridge over the river Running between your body and mine Though she is deep she is warm and gentle And I'd like to cross over some of the time Rumor has it getting hitched is going out of fashion Everybody knows that it was all a ploy for taxes Hopefully our parents can take the news without too much question Hopefully I can still try for your affection Can you build a bridge... I don't wanna own you I don't want to wrap up your love so it doesn't sour I'll give it oxygen And if it withers I give it the power Cuz I know this mouth will find another pair to pucker And I know these eyes will find another face to flutter Hopefully our parents can take the news and not blame the other Hopefully you enjoyed calling me your lover Can you build a bridge...

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released November 3, 2019

Vocals/Guitar- AVA
Lead Guitar on 'Boring!'- Connor Smith

VABA ESTE was recorded and produced in collaboration with Martin M. Jones Motion Picture & Sound in Stanley, Idaho.

Album cover by Varsha Gill, 2019.

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